It's the little things that tip you over the edge.
I've never lived with another man so I genuinely don't know
whether this is normal man behaviour or whether it's his Aspergers but he does
it ALL the time and it really, really infuriates me.
I bought a tub of Ben and Jerry's peanut butter ice cream
the other day because it was on offer and because I, yes I, wanted it. For
once, I didn't buy it because the kids like it or because I thought he might
but for me. Three nights ago, on one of my two evenings off this week, I had about
six spoonfuls. And it was delicious.
Tonight, I've just emptied the recycling to see the empty
tub in there. Ethan has polished off the remains of the tub (which was nearly
all of it) in a single sitting.
I know it's only ice-cream but it's the principle of the
thing. I can't buy anything nice for a treat without him eating the lot before
I can get my hands (or mouth) on it. Not only is it incredibly selfish (I
wonder whether it even enters his head, whilst he's scoffing the entire tub, that
I might actually like to have some of it, or whether the thought does occur to
him but he eats it anyway. I'm not sure which is worse, and he doesn't seem
able to tell me what his thought process is). But it also shows a complete lack
of self-discipline and control. He's meant to be on a diet. He has me cooking
him carbohydrate-free meals every evening. And then he eats about 1000 calories
in one go because he's not able to regulate himself.
It's pathetic. It might seem a small matter but I'm sick of
him stealing all my treats. He justifies it (in his mind) by buying me some more.
But the damage, by then, is done - I feel completely disregarded. Plus we've
had to buy the item twice (no wonder we're always skint). I just don't get it.
I would never, ever eat an entire large tub of Ben and Jerry's because I consider
myself in a partnership. I would consider half of it as belonging to Ethan. His
selfishness in this regard is eye-watering.
I think I would be tempted to put a tub of ice cream in front of him for his tea Laura, rather than cooking him a carb free meal! See if he gets it?
ReplyDeleteHannah x
I think it's the theory of mind thing. When one of my daughters was 5, we made cookies together that we planned to share with the rest of our family. They had barely finished cooling when he came in and ate them all. My 5 year old hadn't even had a chance to eat them yet.
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